The past week or so has been a roller coaster of emotions, to say the least. My heart is eager, ready and willing to head overseas; but at the same time my heart is longing to see my loved ones one more time. It's hard to be the one leaving, but I'm sure it's harder to be the one staying, being left behind. 

My final goodbyes with family, loved ones, friends and my precious Nellie were excruciating. The "goodbyes" didn't really hit me until we would hug. Then a flood of tears would pour out of my eyes and just wouldn't stop. I know its temporary, but it still hurts to leave. I hope that each of you know how much I love you, and how thankful I am for you all. Everything you have done for me over the years, especially this year, will not go unnoticed in Gods eyes. 

Even though it hurts now, I know that none of this will be in vain. It's all for Jesus and the precious people that He loves around the world. 

"Love has hands to help others. It has feet to hasten to the poor and needy. It has eyes to see the misery and want. It has ears to hear the sights and sorrows of men. This is what love looks like." - St. Augustine 

Jesus I pray I emulate You in all that I do.

We launch tomorrow, and right now, in this moment I have peace. I've been praying for this for years, and now it's finally happening. It's wild to me, and I mostly have to stop and praise Him that I get to do this! I also am feeling drawn to those I said goodbye to. I want to make sure they are ok. I'm reminding myself to continue to pour into Jesus and that He will protect them and make sure they are ok, even if I'm not there. 

I know that He is faithful, even when I can't see it. 

Our last few days here in Georgia have been filled with last minute training, beautiful worship and team bonding. The girls on my team are filled with joy, kindness and compassion. I'm excited to walk alongside them on this journey.

After our time in Costa Rica, we will be heading to Guatemala!! We found out a couple days ago that we are cleared to head into that country, and my heart is filled to the brim with joy! 

I would love your prayers over our flights to Costa Rica tomorrow; for safety in general. I would also love prayers that my heart would be at ease knowing my loved ones will be well taken care of while I'm away. 

The next time I write I'll be in Costa Rica! Love you all!